Thursday, May 9, 2013

I'm not (revised)




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you’re beyond the stretch of your failing fingertips even though your want gazes up through the links that enslave you ripping and binding stories to your mind binding them so tight they can’t escape through your lips and no one knows you have nothing anymore but your nightly company turning daily and didn't your dad say he didn't want you in bad company but this isn't what he meant so leave it be and let you do because here you are nursing bit by bit the rusted skeletons that are the only things that can flee through the bars that keep your chest from caving in onto itself and bleeding from the depths of arms you believe will loosen their hold only if you explore their contents over

and over

and over

and over

and ok

Sunday, April 28, 2013

What you learned from 90s TV shows... take 2


Let's recap:


1. If your bra is too tight, it's uncomfortable. If you're a boy and your bra is too tight, I'm uncomfortable.
2. Only some of us stay beautiful unless you go and get elastic perjury.
3. The classroom is no place for the exchange of ideas!
4. It is not nice to push your friend Billy off a roof and then yell "Look neighbors! It's raining Billy!
5. Topanga!
6. And this. (But that's mostly because everyone should)
7. Cathy Santoni is a complete bimbo. She signed up for Shop Class cause she thought it was taught at the mall.
8. It's not martial arts, it's survive. It was invented by the French.
9. Dogs guard; cats watch... and judge
10. Monsters are just frigments of your infactuation

It's interesting enough that you jumped in AND managed to miss the glass. You didn't get shredded into a million itty bitty pieces and you definitely didn't bounce back. You went right in. You thought it'd be an adventure. 
But don't expect it to happen again. If, by some miracle it does, you'll most likely end up caught in the middle of a wall or with half an eyeball gone. 
And nobody wants to walk around with one and a half eyeballs. Sicknasty.
I wish you would have taken me with you though. I probably couldn't have made it through but damn...
I grew up in the 90s!
I could have told you that Sabrina was a witch! But no, you had to go on by yourself.
I could have told you to just don't go no where cause it's coming right at you... all that. It was ALL coming right at you.
But you left me.

That's why,
in the end,
the leprechaun killed you as you feebly attempted to light a candle in the dead of the night. I should've known you were afraid of the dark.

yeah, that shit it scary. your own damn fault.


So you were thrust back into here and now I advise you to not try again.
Don't ask me why.
I'm not Clarissa, I can't explain it all.

Saturday, April 6, 2013

Good, yes, good

WORD

and it was what it is. and it's done with what the word was.
but mud was evil. markus' mud was mud was evil. markus' mud were words some read and laughed at. markus' mud were words some read and feared and mud was put down and mud was thrown into the mud. and another was mixed in and a picture was shown....


one that didn't quite make sense. 
but nothing really makes too much sense unless it's looked at without really looking at it. and us, we read without really reading because really reading would cause us to look more closely. then we'd notice that in 'mud' there are three letters and within those three letters there is one vowel. and that's too much. 
so we just read mud. 

good, brother. good for you you told us you showed us you and us we readers are stumped. touché good, brother you thought us strong willed and unable to let it get to us and it did and we discuss. 
and we write. 
and there are words. 
and the first word was





























Monday, March 18, 2013

pictures

something old
something new
something borrowed
something blue
a silver sixpence in her shoe
rogue diamonds rust in two bottomless buckets held by an arm less child. And she swings them back and forth as they scatter across the faux satin floor. She smiles and her teeth show, pearls tangled in fishing line that her father had discarded months ago.
her eyes shine as nebulas pour out of them and slither down her chest taking in a new home across her belly filled with gaping holes.
O
O O O
O O O O O
O
O O O

her tongue unfurls as she makes room for cascading laughs to roll out
some sick nasty shit

O
O O O 
O O O O O 
O
O O O

She doesn't exist so you shouldn't worry about the
monsters hidden underneath your bed. 
Although this particular one will eat your puppies and throw up a cat 
if 
insulted.
But don't worry about that
cause it doesn't really happen.
well, that's what my cousin Jimmy said. 
I haven't seen him in years. 
I think he's dead. 
killed in his sleep. 
he choked. 
on a hair ball.
But I wouldn't worry about that
because if you do believe in her
and think she's under your bed
and lay out a plate of food for her every night
so she doesn't eat your dog
and trigger the tigger
you belong in a mental institution.




























She can't get you there.




Monday, March 11, 2013

What you learned from 90's TV shows



Let's recap:

1. If your bra is too tight, it's uncomfortable. If you're a boy and your bra is too tight, I'm uncomfortable.
2. Only some of us stay beautiful unless you go and get elastic perjury.
3. The classroom is no place for the exchange of ideas!
4. It is not nice to push your friend Billy off a roof and then yell "Look neighbors! It's raining Billy!
5. Topanga!
6. And this. (But that's mostly because everyone should)
7. Cathy Santoni is a complete bimbo. She signed up for Shop Class cause she thought it was taught at the mall.
8. It's not martial arts, it's survive. It was invented by the French.
9. Dogs guard; cats watch... and judge
10. Monsters are just frigments of your infactuation

It's interesting enough that you jumped in AND managed to miss the glass. You didn't get shredded into a million pieces and you definitely didn't bounce back. You went right in. It's an adventure ya know? 
But don't expect it to happen again. If, by some miracle it does, you'll most likely end up caught in the middle of a wall or with half an eyeball gone. 
And nobody wants to walk around with one and a half eyeballs. Sicknasty.

Monday, March 4, 2013

Ecolecua!

Ingredients:
- Funny French Accent (because cooking isn't cooking without a FFA)
- A watch, slightly delayed
- One boring story
- One exciting story
- One doesn't-make-any-sense story
- A pot

                            (you probably bought the wrong kind of pot. after your trip, come back)


Procedure:
- Mix everything together
- Churn out crap

              (don't worry, someone will like your crap. it may even be published. actually, it probably will)
- If you failed, bring out that stash you bought accidentally.
- If you succeeded, bring out that stash you bought accidentally. 



Monday, February 25, 2013

Or Not



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you’re beyond the stretch of your failing fingertips even though your want gazes up through the links that enslave you ripping and binding stories to your mind binding them so tight they can’t escape through your lips and no one knows you have nothing anymore but your nightly company turning daily and didn't your dad say he didn't want you in bad company but this isn't what he meant so leave it be and let you do because here you are nursing bit by bit the rusted skeletons that are the only things that can flee through the bars that keep your chest from caving in onto itself and bleeding from the depths of arms you believe will loosen their hold only if you explore their contents over

and over

and over

and over

and ok